Life is beautiful...

Them....

2009-12-19T06:58:00.000-08:00

Humans...when they are in a controlled situations they will do anything to get out and be free..gets sentimental over little things...creates a fuss for the sligtest change in what people say.....life is just more simpler in there....but i guess its another type of jungle in its own way...'survival of the fittest' concept really works once you are in there..

Yet they are the most innocent creative people one can find...trying to crawl and learning to walk again as if a child is learining to walk for the first time....learining to trust and hold someone's hand...oh they so badly wants to start living again...its like they have been just existing all this time...cut away from the rest of the world..

And they dream.... oh so sweet n pure is their dreams...earning a living....having a loving wife..having beautiful kids who won't end up like them.....awww.....

If only we truly beleive in second chance ....and see them as persons rather than actions they have taken in the past..

If only they could trust themselves to hang in there until they reach the point where they can be in the driver's seat....

Stolen Moments

2009-05-04T00:52:00.000-07:00

Love is strange...as strange and confusing as life. One never knows when it will happen and when it happens, so often the other party is not available or already tied up with strings. Yet I can’t help but fall in love. Almost can’t help it. And I keep asking myself whether he is the right person. And if so why does it have to be this way. And what will anybody loose if we could be together.

Knowing that it can’t really happen yet,
I can’t help it but feel the magic surrounding me
Can’t stop smiling to myself
Humming to myself and living in a dream world of my own
Reigniting the belief in fairy tales and story books

I miss him, long to be with him
Gone through the short lived moments over and over in my mind
Feeling the magic every time

It’s crazy…yet the high you get from it is indescribable…..

the girl with the vail

2009-03-18T00:17:00.000-07:00

the girl i saw was covered fully in black. she had a Vail over her head.
only her large eyes visible from the opening in the head scarf.
when she first saw us she stared at us with suspicion as well as curiosity.
she welcomed us in to her home and set elegantly next to us.
there was an elderly man on the traditional 'undholi' across the room.
her hands nicely kept on her knees.
it was difficult at first to understand her words as i could’nt see her mouth.
during our conversation we made her laugh and her eyes twinkled with glee.
it was an amazing site, to see all her emotions through her eyes.
the only visible part in her body.

m not going back again..

2009-03-18T00:08:00.000-07:00

hardship, pain and 'little happiness' has been my companions..
in my heart i don't have any anger or bitterness towards you
infact i can never hate you because i love you more.
i still love the man i met years back. i was ready to live with him no matter what.
and yes he soon became my prince charming. didn't have a clue that it could be shattered.
but it did. and i lost him forever...
my heart will never again trust again to love someone crazy
as it has seen the blindness that it brings about.
i am sorry for everything that i might have caused.
i used to think that i cant survive without a man in my life. but not anymore.
and i am not going back to you again.

colour of emotions...

2009-01-13T02:29:00.001-08:00

Intensity of what was going in her mind showed on her face. It was evident that she was trying her best not to cry infront of the audience. She was trying hard to express her feelings and to do justice to the gratitude that she felt towards her mentor. But she was overwhelmed by the waves of pain in her memories and at last the tears caught up with her eyes. She did well. Better than well. She put everything in to words beautifully saying nothing more nothing less.

Tiger's Child

2008-11-24T18:38:00.000-08:00

When i first met him, saw him with anger and fury written all over his eyes.
with his hair messed up and eyes clouded with the dark experiences
that he had before. not understanding who he was or why he was the way he was.
i have known him for some time now. and over time he had made peace with himself who was his worse enemy as i recall. recently i got this message from him.
' today i sit on the jetty where my feet touches the water, wind on my face, and i held my head high and realized how beautiful god has created this world and how stress has god given to our lives. but life is beautiful also with stress.'

longin

2008-11-05T02:21:00.000-08:00

life has becom so unprdictable and it scares me...
sometimes you know that somethin is not meant to be..
but still ur heart longs for it...
god shows you so many clues...
still it becoms so so hard to forsee it...
often I tell myself that this is for the best....
miss so much long so mch..
alive and so many times feel like a strangr alone in d crowd..
arent we all dho.....

shooting star

2008-10-05T05:57:00.000-07:00

when I sleep at night feels like your arms are
wrapped around me,
tears sting my eyes in the mornin
turning around to see that i am alone
no warmth or confort on the bedside
forlonely I get up to start yet another day
when will i accept the fact that it was just a fantasy
which was like a shooting star
A beatiful moment which lasted a few seconds

It doesnt matter

2008-10-05T04:39:00.000-07:00

It actually doesnt make a difference whether you miss me or not
coz you are not with me
It doesnt make a difference whether you love me or not
coz you dont trust our love
It doesnt make a difference whether you care or not
coz you couldnt stand by me when i needed you the most

2008-09-17T22:22:00.000-07:00

the moment

sitting alone on a white streched beach
waves slowly caressing the shore with loving tenderness
clear lagoon shimmering under the moonlight
clouds playfully teasing the moon
changing their patterns in the sky
lazily my hand going throuh the soft sandy beach
salty wind touching my skin......

mmm.....nice